I'm happy that you know where you're going; I wish I could say of myself that was true.

"We both pursue something worth knowing
But I may not end with the same thing as you..."

As the New Year begins, it brings a sad truth...
I said goodbye to PS today...it's going to be a long time before I see him again. And it's breaking my heart. We're fighting so hard to stay with each other...and yet it's getting more and more difficult. Our lives are going in different directions, and I hate it...I'd give up everything to go be with him, I'd work a job I hate, I'd become politically involved and go to college just so we could keep going down the path of Life together...It's not that he's leaving me behind, it's just we have different ideas for our futures...we want different things. I know I'll want him forever though, as my best friend.

My visit to NH went well, there are people that make me wonder why I bother going back, and then someone else will prove to me why I do return. Thanks to everyone I saw :) and you should have let me answer the phone Kitty. :P

And its back to the resort tonight :)