I've finally acquired my own apartment, and I'm very happy with it. My own space, my own everything! And it isn't small, its a good sized one bedroom apartment and my landlady is very generous and agreeable with the rent.
I also recently got a good raise and promotion at my fantastic job. Hard work and dedication does pay off! But they're my family, and its hardly ever unpleasant to be there. I do what I want, when I want.
I'm on the verge of my summer vacation ! Leaving tomorrow night after I get out of the restaurant, spending a week in Maine with my family. I bought tickets to see Lady Antebellum, Billy Currington, and Joe Nicholls with my dad and two siblings, and I'm wicked pumped for it! I've been a concert junkie this summer, I saw Skrillex, Goo Goo Dolls, DJ Snake, Plain White Ts, and Daughtry.
As good as everything is, I still feel off. Like I'm missing something in my life, and I'm not sure what it could be.
I have moments of loneliness, of sadness and weakness.
I have more moments of joy, relief, and beauty.
Overall things are good, and I like being in control of my life.
