Monday, April 23, 2012

Baby, tell me what's your story, I ain't shy, don't you worry.

"Do you come here much? I've got to see your face some more."

Well, aha. So much has happened lately, impossible to recap it all...went to Florida for about two weeks, had a BLAST...so tan and so warm and so lovely. Leaving sucked :( haha...steve...;)
And then my plan to move to Oregon fell through, also sucked.
And then the Greeks called and begged for me to return, so I agreed.

So it's back to Keene for the summer...hopefully won't be regretting this decision, but who knows.

Today was my first day back at the pizza place, it felt weird. But I liked it, in a weird way...I don't know.
I think this was a good decision...just work all summer, be with my lovely ladies, and enjoy sunshine.

Anyway, here's to the future, and what it holds! I'm ready.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

It's funny how you find you enjoy your life, when you're happy to be alive.

Home for Easter :)
So much food! And so much fun. We tie-dyed clothing for everybody, took hours, but everyone will look so hippie-snazzy cute in their tie-dye tshirts at dinner tonight!
Especially lil' Theo in his onesie, heehee.

Alex and Lily fixed things :) good thing he stopped being a prick, they'll be here shortly.

Off to NH soon, should be really nice to see everybody again, before it's off to sunny Florida.

Just reminds me that no matter how bad things seem to be, it's never actually that bad. It's all about how you see things, and how you choose to interpret their meanings.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together.

At least I sincerely hope so.

It's funny how you know the change is coming, you expect it, and yet it seems to come out of nowhere and it still hurts more than you expected.
The Bethel family is over. In more ways than one, and it's just insane that all of us are heading off to different states, different lives. And Alex and Lily's break up was definitely not expected.
Oh, yeah, this last week just happened to be break-up week. N and M, A and L, T and R, H and C...there must be something in the air...

J, I wish you'd talk to me, so I could tell you that I'll be gone in four days, and may not be back. Do you know how much I care about you? No, you don't, because you're being a moody little girl and not talking to me. Why? No idea. BECAUSE YOU WON'T TALK TO ME.

Soon, I'll be back home for Easter, off to Florida with K, and home for a bit, then hello Oregon.

My life is moving on, without you.
:( <-- sad face.

"And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight if you're gonna say goodbye."