It's been a while.

My computer's been acting up lately, and decided that Google was not a site it felt happy towards. But now, I believe it's fixed.

Well, where to begin...everything has been crazy, as usual. I am finished at the resort, so now it's onto my next adventure...but that's not til later. For now, it's hanging out, and off to Florida for a few weeks, and with my family for a week or two, and then back to life.

So a little note for you menfolk out there; when you tell a female you do not want commitment because your life is too complicated, don't decide to develop feelings for her and not communicate them. Because she will still believe there's no commitment involved, and she will make other life plans that do not involve you. And the fact that you found a girl willing to agree to such terms is unbelievable.
It's a good thing I'm nice...and crazy about you. Ass.

Anyway, baby Theo is getting cuter by the day, and I can't wait for the summer to come. It's been a long, hard, and cold winter, and this girl is ready to be done with it.

Thanks Sunday River for a great season, and thanks for reminding that even if you bend over backwards to help someone, there's no guarantee that they will remember when shit gets heavy. So don't bother. You're a freakshow.

Here comes the sun, do do do do...

I woke up to sunshine, and I went outside and enjoyed sunshine, and it was a lovely thing :D SUCH a good day off from work, I feel so much healthier mentally and physically.

His text woke me up, teehee.

And then Kerri and I made cookies, and watched Benny and Joon (one of my favorites.) and now we're going out to the bar to listen to a crazy 80s tribute band. And hopefully J will join us once he's done doing his chef-thing :)

"Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you.
I was screaming, "Long live, the look on your face!"
And bring on all the pretenders; one day we will be remembered.

And you take a moment
Promise me this;
That you'll stand by me forever."

Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.

See, my day was at that point where I didn't think it could get any stranger...and then it did. My life is seriously too insane for me to handle. Just when things seem okay, and then BOOM.

Nothing bad, just...strange.

I'm so sick of these petty issues with my boss, I should be able to date who I want and not have him drill me about it and make it an issue at work.

I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS OUT OF CONTROL AND I DISLIKE IT.

But at least J is still attractive. <3

Tell them other girls they can lose your number; you're done.

So the past two weeks have been quite insane. Snowstorms, marriage proposals, and a wonderful date :)
He took me out for dinner and we just talked for hours, and he's just crazy about me. It was such a great night! Tall, blond, blue eyes, strong, ahhhh. He just makes me feel so beautiful!

This weekend is going to be amazing! So many people are here, my best friend and her friend and my roomie's best friend and two of my cousins and a brother. Party !

So yeah, I just wanted to say how lovely life is, and how happy I am with it. Even though Unmentionable made contact again...the usual every-few-month facebook notice...but it didn't bother me this time.