"Wait,
I know your heart's been shattered.
But there's someone worth the wait.
There's so much more that matters
And I know you will be alright,
Just try to love the little things in life
Like running in the rain."

Lying here with a sleeping infant on my chest should make me feel happy, but right now it doesn't. It's been hard to smile this week...not sure why, I seem to be stuck in a low spot. The nightmares just need to stop being so awful I think, it's hard to wake up and go on with your day pretending you feel fine when all you can think about is bad memories.
I'm in my run-away state of mind.

I had a good/bad dream last night, a dream about this past spring and summer and all the friends I was hanging around with. Made me miss the good times we had! :) and yes, I mean all of you.

Might go down and make pizzas this weekend...but I don't know if that'll make me any happier in the long run.

Cheer up buttercup.